New About
I changed what is in the “About” page to reflect the change of direction that this blog has taken. If you look at the oldest posts, which have been transferred from the blog’s previous location at blogspot, you will see that they deal 50% with soul, 50% with body. I was really focused on strength training back then, and wrote a lot about my quest to lose fat, gain muscle, get strength, etc.
If you look at my latest posts, you wouldn’t even know I ever cared about that stuff. The reason is a decision I had to take not long ago, because of a conflict of interests between advancement of body and advancement of soul. I’m not saying there is conflict between the two in general, and martial arts for example might be a perfect tool for improves body, mind, and soul. But for me there was a certain conflict, perhaps restricted to my own special circumstances, which has led me to stop my favorite activity of all time. I ask Allah to replace my passion for that activity with the same amount of passion for other soul-oriented activities, like dhikr and reading the Qur’an, etc.
In leave you with the words of Shaykh Saleh al-Jaafari:
تركت أنسي بغيري * وجئت أطلب أنسي
أنت القريب لنفسي * من غير حس وجس
عرجت نحو سماء * خلفت أرضا لحسي
ناديت يا رب عفوا * إغفر لذنب ورجس
أنا الفقير أناجي * يا رب أنسا بقدسي
عين النعيم شهودي * فذاك قصدي وعرسي
November 5th, 2008 at 6:48 pm
I have read some of your posts about Systema, body building, etc.
I agree that body building when practiced properly is detrimental to our spiritual well being. However, Systema for me has been something that incorporated the physical and spiritual realms quite well. And I was happy to know that you have practiced Systema with Vladimir :)
November 5th, 2008 at 9:15 pm
Bro,
you wouldn’t happen to be a big guy from Halab who lives in T.O would you?